stress level decrease .. a bit

VIVIAN IS BACK ONLINE ^^ finally. gosh. anyhow. today was like total stressful day in the morning. i barely slept last night, i was so nervous i was waking up every hour. like EVERY HOUR. not even kidding. the horrid thing was, felt like i didn't even sleep at all -___- .

BUT, i got through it, thanks to the wonderfully nice simulation coordinator. she was absolutely lovely & EXTREMELY encouraging. we need more of these instructors to boost our confidence, and less of those ones.. who tend to ... yea. let's not talk about it. but it definitely made my stress level decrease as she talked me through it and kept giving me positive feedback. =)

I PASSED. according to her, still needs to be approved by the dean. but she says it should be fine as far as she's concerned.

SO i decided to take andi up on her offer, to see cindy, and just treat myself to a little dinner & movie. (not my pick of movie) but i invited EJ. & yarr. we watched "the stepfather"

it said it was a "horror" ... i was waiting for the scene in the trailer with the chainsaw. didn't happen the way it's show. (sorry spoilers). mmm to summarize the movie in vivian plot form.
intro's the killer > he moves & starts fresh > son comes home > suspense > stepfather pops up randomly everywhere thru-out the movie > kills > kiss > kiss > kills > talks > blah. > pops up > etc. YOU KNOW THE REST lol. i dunno. i won't spoil the ending. but. imo, not too bad.

i was ready to be a lot scared than it was. but yar. just suspenseful. lol

i'm ready to sleep. still got lots to do. stress is only gone for .. one day. n back to work tomorrow T_T.

moves to blog to my lovely ~

OH ! the other day, siaw and andi came to practice our skills. and we had nowhere to hang our IV's . soo......... hahhaa
...THANKS GIRLS =) ...