back again .. perhaps

just food for thought... it is very easy to come off not the way u want to a lot of times. which then leads to misunderstandings and so on . n other times, perhaps it was ur fault... but apparently, an apology doesn't go that far ... not as far as u'd imagine it goes.

why can't i let go of this?
who knows.

n then. it's also sad to see, a close group of friends, split like such. oh how i wished that things will be normal again.

today, i woke up to a very sunny day. and that was exactly how i felt, a very good mood all day i was in.
i was so full of energy, and the weather was so warm, i decided to go for a nice walk instead of taking two busses; so i'd be taking one.
as i walk through the lake, the sight was beautiful, everything was covered in a white blanket of snow. n then hehe i grabbed a handful of snow. n it all stuck to my glove which made me even happier cuz i was like THIS IS THE PERFECT SNOW FOR SNOWMAN BUILDING. so i did. i stopped, looked around, n no one was around. so i found a lil ledge. and started making a mini snowman. i made the bottom one. n put it on the ledge. then as i went to put the second one on top, the bottom one split into two. =( very sad. haha but it's all good. i was quite the happy child.

further more, i saw a bunch of daycare kiddies load onto the bus. n that made me think ... taht's what i wanna do. i wanan take care of lil kiddies... sigh* still indecisive about my career. the lil girl beside me told her caretaker "i wanna be a busdriver when i grow up" and i thought that was the kutest little thing ever.

another conversation i heard on the bus, was a child and his mother. She said that if the child did not go to the dentist and get his teeth cleaned today, she would go celebrate her birthday without her. and the child asks "who will play with olivia then?"
mom: "i will."

lol. other than those few little things that stood out... class was boring as ever. . . OOPS gotta run . seeya