strawberli3

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2009-10-28T17:26:00.000-07:00

OMG ... my dad is watching some china thing. and it's like opera-ish singing. i wish i had soundproof doors FML.

MOVING BACK TO WORDPRESS. GO FOLLOW ME THERE --- www.strawberli3.wordpress.com ---
have a nice day.
sincerely yours,

vivian.

let's discuss naps...

2009-10-27T15:59:00.000-07:00

okay. . . people need their space. I GET IT. i'm just not...very good at it ...at detaching after having attached, but I CAN !

anyway, today was a blur of orientations. oh the mass exam was a joke. o_o i hope i din't make no silly mistakes. but it was like pure math basically. oh not the "pure" math that math students do. but to nurses, haha. no "theory". but after that, we had a powerpoint on orientation, met our tutor (who seems nice) & went to visit ameel for awhile. which was nice =) she forgot to give me candy.

then i got a bruise. i don't recall how, i just remember my knee hurting all day. n i have a bruise.
then a debate about whether we should get the h1n1 shot, and if it's required for clinical.

kinda worried, kinda not for clinical tomorrow, cuz it is orientation only after all. but buddy shift on thursday, and it's a night shift.
friday is an early morning day of some other orientation, which we don't know is taking place where. o_o so yar. so many orientations.

FRS on pain was... a bore. but ... yar. long bus ride home. and
NAPS ! i swear. i hate it when my mom gets home, then i can't nap. seriously, cuz she'll be like "yannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ~ " -____-;; (my chinese name). but yah. MOM, i just want a 10 minute nap ! days get tiring.... lol

anyway, that sums up the day, since i have nothing to do tonight. i'm thinking to work on some lab prep for next week, or else sim lab scenarios > < cannot allow myself to slack. SIGH
...hmm...
yes. i miss him. n this is like.. not the first time we've had this issue. i'm sorry. please don't leave me for this. it makes me feel insecure every time...

moving or not?

2009-10-26T16:49:00.000-07:00

wordpress or not wordpress. that is the question. i know for a fact, amelia wants me to move back there. so i just might. hahaha. n who knows... couple months down the road, i might move back to blogspot when i have some inspiration to change my template. =P

in the meantime, I LOVE THE NEW WONG FU TSHIRTS =)
http://wongfuproductions.com/2009/10/new-i-heart-nice-guys-t-shirt/ &
http://wongfuproductions.com/2009/10/new-shirt-ng-princess-girls/ (i think this should be v-necked too but yarr)

check them out (:
and so i was eating my fortune cookie today, from dinner the other day. and it says "you could prosper in the field of medicine." hmm.. i think i'll keep this one to push me thru my studies in nursing ^^ haha. definitely nice to have a little encouragement come my way.

aside from this, my day started with LAB ... and. it was quite nice, the tutor was really nice. =) tho i don't think i'm skill enough from one lab to do a real ostomy yet. but we'll see. lmao. x)

anywhos, time to study for dosage calc exam tomorrow. and meeting the clinical tutor tomorrow, this should be good. . .

...hopes for the best...

stress level decrease .. a bit

2009-10-22T21:55:00.000-07:00

VIVIAN IS BACK ONLINE ^^ finally. gosh. anyhow. today was like total stressful day in the morning. i barely slept last night, i was so nervous i was waking up every hour. like EVERY HOUR. not even kidding. the horrid thing was, felt like i didn't even sleep at all -___- .

BUT, i got through it, thanks to the wonderfully nice simulation coordinator. she was absolutely lovely & EXTREMELY encouraging. we need more of these instructors to boost our confidence, and less of those ones.. who tend to ... yea. let's not talk about it. but it definitely made my stress level decrease as she talked me through it and kept giving me positive feedback. =)

I PASSED. according to her, still needs to be approved by the dean. but she says it should be fine as far as she's concerned.

SO i decided to take andi up on her offer, to see cindy, and just treat myself to a little dinner & movie. (not my pick of movie) but i invited EJ. & yarr. we watched "the stepfather"

it said it was a "horror" ... i was waiting for the scene in the trailer with the chainsaw. didn't happen the way it's show. (sorry spoilers). mmm to summarize the movie in vivian plot form.
intro's the killer > he moves & starts fresh > son comes home > suspense > stepfather pops up randomly everywhere thru-out the movie > kills > kiss > kiss > kills > talks > blah. > pops up > etc. YOU KNOW THE REST lol. i dunno. i won't spoil the ending. but. imo, not too bad.

i was ready to be a lot scared than it was. but yar. just suspenseful. lol

i'm ready to sleep. still got lots to do. stress is only gone for .. one day. n back to work tomorrow T_T.

moves to blog to my lovely ~

OH ! the other day, siaw and andi came to practice our skills. and we had nowhere to hang our IV's . soo......... hahhaa
...THANKS GIRLS =) ...

disappearing for good?

2009-10-19T17:28:00.000-07:00

nah ~ just for a bit. (referring back to title) lol. yep! i am determined to pass this silly little (HUGE) test that i'm sure i can pass with just a bit of practice & confidence. which i'm lacking right now. so if you follow this, leave me a comment or two in my toast box (points to side*) i'd appreciate some luck, thanks =) [not .. expecting ppl to post lmao since nobody really has]

ANYWAY, so yar. no msn = so not vivian. but that's the plan for the next few days. just up until thursday is over. i mean, mebe i'll be on my itouch before bed. but otherwise, i'm going poof.

i'm quite disappointed to wake up to my neighbor's friggen annoying alarm again ! that & plus mel leaving me a msg saying my slippers are sold out =(
& too late for her to change her order now.
http://www.so-adorkable.net/shop/index.php?main_page=index&cPath=4_20&sort=20a&page=4
you don't know how sad i am to hear that. =(

oh, watching taken at ameel's was quite the fun movie yesterday night, so i was glad i went.
currently sluggishing over my medsurg book right now x_x.
oh please save me, and make me pass this thing x_x i will never slack again, i swear. lol

yea now i'm just gonna end up venting, so i better stop. i'll miss the dork while i'm in "poof" mode. but it'll be all worth it in the long run ! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">i nom j00.

...preps for 3 days of ebil-ness...

the "positive thinking" week

2009-10-15T00:26:00.000-07:00

rwar ! seems like all the regular posters are all busy studying their bums off for midterms, in my case, finals -___-. OMG haha it has a mole . lol

but, just got thru a long night of prep for tomorrow's nursing research final. i couldn't describe to you how dry that crwap is.
this morning, i headed out, and played in the snow for a bit, because it was so prettyful. the mass exam i wrote was a joke, i shouldn't have wasted that much time studying it, if i knew... but then again, i din't waste TOO much time on it, i was cramming for it anyway. lol x)

mmm. bussing today was horrible. a lot of waiting out in the cold. n i took a longer nap than expected, worse thing was, it wasn't even a good nap -___-.

but yes, probably won't be posting much, or any pictures until after next thursday's sim lab safety screen test is over. then my worries will be out the door, hopefully. n i can get back on track ! yes.

friday's the sim lab orientation, which is just a quick run through and look around the sim lab room i'm guessing. =/ i'm lazy to go, but it's not like i have a choice. but gah... bussing time is just gonna be so lame.

oh well. im calling it a night...
...gone to count sheep...

long tiring funfilled day ~

2009-10-06T20:36:00.000-07:00

WOW has it been a long day, where to start?

Well, first thing in the morning, my mom barges into my room at 530am (after i slept at 1am in teh night before), yelling, "time to get up, we're gonna be late!" [she had to go for a CT scan, n i was to go along in case of anything n needed me to drive]

So i dragged my bum up in the cold, and got ready slowly. Made some weiners and put it on normal toast cuz we had no hot dog buns =(. Oh well, nonetheless, it was yummy. So we headed off.

Dootdedoo, parking was hella expensive. And we were running tight on time, so we entered thru the nearest entrance in which we asked a few staff ppl for directions. *poof* we were there. so then the nursey comes and talks to teh pateints together in the waiting room and tells them to drink these two big pop cups of water (that has added dye, but looks like water) and blah blah. So mom's like "whaaa x)" n this one guy chugged his super fast.

I decided to leave to save some parking money, n mom thought it was a good idea, to go home & get brother up so we could go malla fter mom was done. So i drove all teh way home (: safely.

then woke brother up, but he was an a-sh. N din't want to get up cuz he stayed up super late last night. Anywho. SO I tried to nap, n texted andi before i left the house again to fetch my mother.

She was done, n had to go washroom a lot. we went shopping. At first it was slow and unproductive at the mall but got some stuff.

lazy to post pictures, so i'll do it in word form.

- bought green tea latte ~ burnt my tongue

- exchanged brother's shirt @ H&M

- mom insisted i got legwarmers @ H&M so i did (:

- aeropostale jeans - used SPC card and saved money (:

- mom tried something on at RICKI's that made her look shorter x)

- bought a pearly diamond headband from claires - SPC again.

- on the way to wal-mart, had KFC in the car. toonie tuesday ~

- wal-mart, tried on hats, had some stuff i wanted but meh. it can wait

- leaving to school, mom says, last store - payless shoe source FINDS MY SHOES ! (:

So for mom saying " u should start with short heels first." ending up picking out 3.5'' heels o_o that to vivian is like . BLAH?! die ! lol anyway bought one for 15$ cuz it was in the wrong box. nice fobby girl helped us. she was so kute x)

then headed to school in SUPER CRAZY rain. T_T got so wet. luckily it stopped when i got to school. I DID SEE A RAINBOW ALONG THE WAY !

Class.... too tired to care. din't get our papers back, no presentation. i wanted to sleep.. badly

so we bussed downtown after, FREEZING. n i was so tired i was hyper (andi pointed out - she knows me too well) - her mom gave me food when we got downtown. (: THANKS !

blah blah. home n mom made me practice wearing the heels and made me put on the dress. so here's the pics =P

n the american eagle ones with the bow, is the one i want to get. the flower one is the one i have now. n quick preview of my bruise and the dress i'll be wearing that night x)

...plops...

breast cancer pink ~

2009-10-05T19:45:00.000-07:00

I LOVE how everything for awareness of breast cancer is pink (: i love the awareness ribbon. anyway.

today was quite the productive day (: hahaha that is how i rate my days now, productive or non-productive.
but let's just say running on little hours of sleep is not exactly fun. it's not even the fact that i stayed up till 3am talking to the dork. it was cuz after that, i was super tired, but lady gaga's - paparazzi was playing over & over in my head, & i don't even know why, cuz i didn't even listen to it -___-;;

so i had a study date today, with Andi, n i was about to cancel, seeing as how i din't fall asleep till 530-6ish AM > <>
and we were off. hahaha nice chatting to andrew on the way there, haha he's funny.

anyway, we buried ourselves in rutherford fourth floor in cubicles after i got food from A&W, which i went to eat outside on the stairs, cuz i din't wanna bother anyway, etc.
so when i got back in, andi showed me this picture from metro which made my day, PINK FIREMEN (: MMMmmMMM so i had to post it !

(article - http://www.metronews.ca/edmonton/local/article/330724--hope-hits-city-streets)

ANYWAY, i got thru skimming year one lab material. woot ! one little tiny breath at a time. sigh* it's like every two minutes i'll freak out and stress out again =(
gotta get up early tomorrow to go to mom's appointment with her.

n we get our papers back tomorrow, hopefully! i'm excited. but i'm not so excited about the presentation crap we're doing again. so lame. SO WANT TO SKIP -__-

k i'm gone. feeling sick blarh. && yay for the smexxi pink firemen! kawaii ne ~
...needs sleep...

a hype-but slow day~

2009-10-03T21:53:00.000-07:00

what did i do today, what happened today. Ooo someone broke something at the bath and body works. basically, i did super speed window shopping today, in hopes of finding a dress i like at a decent price, no luck. my brother however found a suit ~ quite nice for a decent price apparently.

but ANDI, my lifesaver (: bought a dress from china, and me being her best friend, she's letting me wear it first ! =) what a doll. i owe you one-hundred andi ~

the other day, i was msn-ing and came across this beautiful color of windows (: and boi did it make me happy ^^ colors FTW.

~ n i leab you with DAT !
...study study study...

productive much ?

2009-10-01T00:02:00.000-07:00

what a morning ! lol totally slept in. i wonder why... but yea, this morning was an extremely unproductive day! and then BAM, past ten pm was extremely productive. (: even though i feel like i could've done a lot more in the day, but im glad the end of my day was productive at least.

it makes me feel remotivated, i feel the need to become a study-holic and get past this obstacle and be back on track.

hm. ameel and i are suppose to go donate blood. which i haven't donated ever before still lol. x.x I WANT TO KNOW MY BLOOD TYPE T_T !

oh yea, and got a new blog > i nom j00 on wordpress with the dork, HE BETTER POST ! OR ELSE ...

OMG must stay productive. > < ...oh oh oh oh <3...

a waste of day

2009-09-30T14:52:00.000-07:00

OMG ! so waking up to a nice dream, that was cool, but my day was HALF over, HALF ! over. horrible -___-. thanks but no thanks to some DORK ! made me sleep in, and T_T ;; so much to do. ugh. sucha lame lazy day, YOU should BLOG with ME (:

I WANT MY MACBOOK BACK, i swear i'm gonna say that everyday. lol <3

at least i read one research article, omg. i neeed motivation, GAR. i needa get a move on.
noooo prof wants us to do another presentation, no mom's home ! noooo everything.

...POOFS...

eating in class

2009-09-29T21:56:00.000-07:00

man, starting class at 4pm, isn't always the funnest thing. but then i think i've gotten use to sleeping in. was dead tired this morning. but i think the dork was more exhausted than i was.

hmm. interesting enough, i haven't really been too into my tvb dramas lately, i know > < style="font-weight: bold;">macbook back, i will start watching more often. =(

i suppose it could be ... how close my sim lab safety screen is coming up =/ and i am behind ... no surprise there, ugh SCHOOL T_T sucks. anyway...

i just wanna say, our prof is so kute, for nursing research class. she always brings food (: and now she's making others bring food voluntarily, but yar (: it's like feasting in class all day. hahah x)
n OOO i still i have the chocolate she gave us, i forgot to eat it (: ... she was digging in her bag for her whiteboard markers , n then was like "ooOops i found some chocolate." pulls out two bags of chocolate* mmmmMMmmm. <3>

anywho, it's time to call the lovely, (: hopefully he's not too busy ro-ing AGAIN *cough* jk jk. <3>
...no pictures... lazy ...

stairs ~

2009-09-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

ever fallen up stairs instead of down? well that's what i did today. i do it quite often actually except it was on the basement hard stairs today, so it kinda hurt a little more. don't remember how i fell tho, it was just like "walk walk, i fell" pretty much. n was in pain =( holding onto my leg, wishing you were there at the moment <3 BUT U CLEARLY WERE NOT hahaha x)

anyway, mommy came home and i told her about it, of course "HOW CLUMSY" haha, then she made me an egg, and rolled it on for me along with putting some medicine on it.

i'm trying to revive this blog, so this is all i got for now, lalala. YAY THE BOOB IS DONE RO-ING. hahaha dork xD imma get a good night sleep tonight, n you must too. n u & u & u & u & i . (:

... sweet dreams all ...

Sweet sweet dreams !

2009-09-14T20:41:00.000-07:00

YAY ! my bed is finally installed, n if i must say, it's quite the pwincessy bed ^^ . can't wait to sleep in it tonight (:

mmmmm kay i'm lazy to blog mainly cuz i got a pile of hw now =( self-directed learning ... oh joy. n i am the worse for self-control for hw =( ARGH . n . omg i'm so scared for this "safety screening test" i wonder if it's as bad as it sounds... omg i don't want to do a simulation lab... (i always say stimulation btw) lmao.

SAVE MEEEEEEEE ~

...flees...

COLOURS OF LIFE !

2009-09-09T19:47:00.000-07:00

JOY ! i washed out the drawers, and now can use them. IT'S SO COLOURFUL. there was 3 , but my brother took one. they make me so HAPPY. i think the colors on the picture is a bit off and it's a very horrible picture.

today was quite a long day of reading n crap. hahah xD i feel like i did lots but i'm not sure. xD VIVIAN IS STARVING -____-

hearts jziz. x) my thoughts are so scattered right now, too hungry to think. must find food.

...plops on the ground...

GOODIES !

2009-09-07T21:23:00.000-07:00

oh my. so parents were gone for the long weekend since friday to seattle, leaving bro & i to scourge on our own. well the results of them coming home, i love everything i got, except

the puma hightops, i wanted the more eleganty ones =( i think its called the "ringtops"i wanted. not hightops. anywho. .. i guess i'll still wear them.

but yar, had dinner at aunt's house, n today was hotpot day at elaines! and karoake ! awesomeness. i think my throat died.

okay i know i dint blog for a long time, but here's a picture of the beloved tatty teddy i love, that leroy got me as a belated bday gift. thanks !

OH YEA, n i did a lot of school supply shopping > <>

...enjoy...

PS ! this picture was way back from the fringe ! which i really enjoyed, thanks damien & EJ for the shows (:

(banff trip pictures are on FB > www.facebook.com/strawberli3 )

quick update ?

2009-08-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

gone missing for the last few days ? lol x.x working hard at UPASS & a lil textbook shopping.
anywhos, other than that. takuto-kun. uhm. that was random much. lol.

OH i watched post grad the other day with tk, irwin, vincent, peter, brother, lmao. 5 guys watching a chick flick. n it was TK's choice. lmao. tho i kinda wanted to watch district 9 , everyone was recommending it to me.

mm today, there was a temple meeting, which i left early from. n went to watch PONYO with ameelia. I LOVED IT . ABSOLUTELY. It's definitely making my re-watch ten times list. as soon as i dl it, it's going on my itouch ! my gosh . lol must must must watch !

mmm. banff trip is sounding kinda lame. i mean i'm excited, but i found out we're leaving 9am .. instead of the usual EARLY EARLY time. i was actually hoping to wake up early :P . so lame -___-. hopefuly we still get lots of time to enjoy our stay there. n no spiders or waht nots in the hotels. and hopefully good weather ! PRAY FOR GOOD WEATHER.

anyway, MEL CLOTHES ARE HERE, tho i din't get no clothes, just ... tights. but SWEET. excited. lol (: there goes another 45$ . gosh.

or well no ... i din't spend THAT much. anyway. i think i wanna order more. lmao im so bad. i can barely wear what i have. i wanna go showppping tho ! my gosh > < hehehe.

ANYWAY. i'm outs.

lazy blogger

2009-08-23T22:59:00.000-07:00

yar, been lazy to blog lately. but doesn't mean nothing happened. tons happened since my bday well not really. but vich put me thru therapy today. and hopefully when the time comes to spill, it'll work out. ugh.

i really dread it but i have a bunch of other things to worry about. like i dread upass. i wonder if mel's gonna make her shift o_o. wel it's a at SUB tomorrow. hopefully it's not TOO busy. eeks > < but it's a short shift. so it should go by pretty fast.

sometimes i wish so badly that i could meet ppl that i met online. i know it's kinda dumb. but i wish things were more possible sometimes.

kay i don't wanna blog. i'm gonna get a good night sleep later n not think about anything . hopefully.

n ETS transit better be good tomorrow. it was fun catching up with TK tonight. x) good to have ya back ! and thanks for hte souveneir (:

...sleeps...

pwincess for a day ~

2009-08-22T00:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY TO MEEEEEE ~ hehehehe. (:

the night started out with a 2 hour wait ... because i took a friend's word for it and she said you couldn't rsvp... but i think u can x.x stupid me. oh well the wait wasn't that bad imo, it was long, but i enjoyed it cuz i got to bond with everyone (:

dinner was fun xD n long. i just wanted to say THANKS AGAIN !!!! to everyone ~ I LOVE YOU ALL, YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST <333333333.>

lastly, we chilled at ej's house.

emotional breakdown in the car ride x.x whoah o_o i don't even know what happened. gratefulness? mommy hug thing? the stress from him? UGH, think it was a lil of everything. but thanks AC & DB (and for the goodies n dinner) for being there at that time xDDDD. totally neeeded those hugs. keep them coming plox xD i think i just need to get it all out > <

pictures tomorrow. way too lazy. tiramisu cake was good. but filling.

...love you all...

raining for the sky

2009-08-20T12:05:00.000-07:00

why am i raining for the sky, this is ridiculous. this is not my job. what's wrong with me x.x . . .
emo much eh? why does the cup of water look half empty, when really it's half full ... or so i wish to believe.

i'm so stupid sometimes, just so stupid. what an emotionally unstable day, don't even know why i'm crying or mebe i do? heh, mebe it's all those bottled up tears that were just waiting to get out, woot. let them run free T_T ... not start, stop start stop. ugh . did i fall already? hard n fast. i can't even make sense of what i'm saying anymore.

baka is i.
...turn that frown upside down...

scissors go kacha kacha kacha ~

2009-08-19T18:46:00.000-07:00

IBG ~ teeheehee. ameel said i should cut it short, so I DID !
i prepared all the pictures of hebe tian i could find, and walked to vicky's house (haircut place). of course, i cannot compare to hebe, SHE'S TOO KUTE > < *jealous*

oh before that, i took a shower this morning, n was bidding farewell to my hair, (click for bigger views)

when suddenly! i found a kute hairstyle (: ... enjoying what was left of my hair > <

finally came home and horded away with the pictures ... the bangs are so short, but IT WILL GROW BACK, i reassure you. just give it a week or two -__- ..

now to grow it over winter. hmm DO I LOOK 19 years old now ?!?!?! lol.

in other notes, ugh =/ upass shift starts next week. but i got an email from nursing (talk bout school haunting me -__- ) n i have to book an appointment for a safety screening test, to test my skills? since i've been out of clinical for a year. =/ sigh* hope all goes well ~

...RO TIME...

ARGHHH

2009-08-17T22:55:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~
does not want to think anymore ...

...sigh...

edmonton transit = sucky day

2009-08-16T18:08:00.000-07:00

SO, sleep in . well not really. took awhile to get ready, BUT, ran for the bus, caught the 16. n the bus pulls a no show at castle downs. lamee -.- ... so had to make dad drive me all the way to school for a crap upass orientation. i'm very confused by how they are doing the "already in" this year. anyway, we'll see when it happens. but other than that. the ice breaker.. was okay. IT'S OVER that's all that matters.

MAN. i'm so tired. haven't been sleeping well lately. but the short roadtrip is confirmed today. it's gonna be next weekend. so i guess i'm spending my bday here. hopefully can gather the girls out for a nice dinner. n ... resolve some issues ... that i really don't want to face. y do i always get myself into these messes -___- ..

the friend still hasn't talked to me yet... or mebe he's just busy. i dunno. but i left him some really long blurbs that i hope he got. ... tis all i could do. =/

REALLY excited (: ameel !!! off we gooo
n hopefully everyone will reply fast, so i can spend friday night having dinner with all those friendlies !

OMG OMG OMG OMG. today. this man came and sat by me in SUB o_o . n was like "ni hao." i was so scared. lol
...folds cranes...

usual swim day

2009-08-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

so the past few days, haven't done much, just like about 9 hours of an RO party with a pizza break in between at ameel's. n trouble sleeping last night. hahaha.

bought a new mouse today . well two, but i dint' like the other so i thnk i'll stick with the kensington one, even tho the other is PINK, oh well. anyway, here's a pic of my cranes that i'm starting to make. inspired by Slyver/squee (im sorry), i wanna make 1000 cranes, n see if i know 1000 ppl, write one for each person ^^

BURNING FLAMES III IS OFFICIALLY OVER, AND SO GOOD ! ^^
time to play RO, gonna play a bit before i sleep. here's some pics tho.
oh and went swimming with the cousins tonight, which was fun ^^

mun gao wanted to be in all the pictures

carly insisted grandma/mickey was in the pics

i wanted to play on my webcam

another mun gao series (:

n they really loved pitato's pooh bear (: which they renamed as baby bear ! so kute

i love hugs because it's something i always longed for from family. envious of how ameel's mommy always goes "bao bao". so if u got free hugs to offer, GIMMIE ! ^^
i swear, i better get some sleep tonight -___-
...RO time...

just a note ...

2009-08-14T10:39:00.001-07:00

i'll be updating later.

i just feel really bad right now ... n hope things will patch up, tho i shoudln't be asking for any forgiveness. but ... i don't want to lose another friendship ... mar. so dumb x.x ...

story in progress

2009-08-13T13:25:00.000-07:00

just wanted to post ... my story that im writing, that's still in progress. it din't move much, cuz i just recently changed it to third person mode, so it might seem kinda funny odd in some parts. anyway i don't know how to post this, so i'm just testing this out..

Story123 Third

change of plans

2009-08-12T22:37:00.000-07:00

instead of reviewing today . . . ended up accompanying mom to the doctors n buying groceries n food (: at T&T. aside from that, drove brother to his friend's house and picked him up at night, which caused me to miss America's next top model. -____- ..

anywhos. that WAS MY DAY. pretty much. n so jealous of my child who got to see the meteor shower, and didn't even call me to see it. geez.

hm i have to call the upass people tomorrow, n ask mom if we're actually going away next weekend. eeks > <>

other than that, elaine told me that there's a china version of "meteor garden" (hana yori dango/boys before flowers), lol like WOW. a china version. anyway, so far on episode 3. the people are not as good looking, well they're okay .. but i don't like hua ze lei's look. he's the ugliest. -__- .

so far, it's okay. the story's a lil bit different but yea.
ANYWAY,
...watch away...

are you okay? are you choking?

2009-08-11T20:50:00.001-07:00

so i felt like i din't get much sleep last night. . . but woke up this morning, watched my episodes, n mopped the floors.

rotted around till about 3ish, showered, took a nap. or tried to at least. then made some fried rice, and was andi arrived around 520 n off we were to pick up siaw. we made it just in time for first aid class. or well it's HCP - CPR renewal course.

even though it's 3 hours, it moved pretty quickly, with a lot of hands on practice, i think i was doing it weird this time, cuz my wrist hurts now. haha oh well, pass the test with my 100% (: haha i know nerd. but really the exam is easy peasy. anywhos, it is fun. haha

back home now, n headaching about what to do for my bday. i just wanna spend it with the really close friends, out in sun, n then perhaps dinner or something.

OR if mommy/daddy wanna take me to drumheller or somewhere anywhere, i wanna bring a friend or two along. mebes, if we get to go. i just wanna go away for awhile. i wanna go poof.

i kinda wanna see him the night he comes back too. i just want to be told everything will be okay.
just that one day. my one special day, i just want everyone to tell me that everything will be okay. n not have to worry about a single thing till the next morning. i want like ... all the hugs i can get ! lol (:

not in the mood to plan tho. so we'll pull something last minute, somehow. EJ won't even be here, so that's already a bummer.
having a summer bday, isn't always that great. anyway, siaw got us souveneirs (: SO LOVELY, thanks. now i can make my origami roses again ^^
...goodbye...

a last minute day

2009-08-10T20:08:00.000-07:00

I WOKE UP THIS MORNING, n it was already 1230 -___-. so i call andi up and see what she's doing on her day off. heading to wem with her sister. I WANNA GO. haha

tho, my original plans were to clean the house, but then ... it was already so late in the afternoon haha. so i finally got ready, invited vicky, n we headed off to wem. there was a so it was jammed. got there around 2ish. we split up, huge accident,vicky n me, michelle n andi .

there weren't any cool sales or anything. so we just got some bbt, n eventually headed home. it was still jammed, there was a biker in the accident. i din't watch the news, so i dunno wat happened. but it din't look so good.

watched an ep of burning flames, n started the new show "you're hired" like it (:

starting to try and get organized for the last few weeks of summer.
the plans ... vicky wants to go waterpark this saturday, since yvonne has it off. i do too (: so let's try to get that in action.
too bad andi has work and can't go.

photoshoots, RO parties ? hopefully we get everything in before school. i'm like SUPER lazy to plan right now -___-. or do anything. even for my bday lmao. i wanna gather with the close ones, but i have no idea what to do. i don't feel like doing much. lmao well i do. just lazy to plan it. haha we'll see. i just have one wish, n that's for the sun to be shining from 12am to 1159pm on my birthday (: , that in itself, is enough to make me happy.

tomorrow is tidying day... looking forward to it actually. well, the feeling of the cleanliness after it, at least (:

...wants to talk to EJ...

boys before flowers ~

2009-08-09T20:38:00.000-07:00

perhaps it should be flowers before boys. i love ga hui in it. she's so kute. or ga eui . i should think it's spelt. anywhos.

i haven't posted in . . a day or two. hm. well in the past day(s), i've been venting & listening to other ppl vent, then there was also RO.

oh saturday, was temple, then swimming with dylan, vicky, damien, michy, john, and ameel (: n myself of course. man i love the water. to even just float around in it (: it's like all the thoughts and worries, just wash away. n i'ts peaceful. oh so peaceful. tho i din't really thing the hot tub was warm enough. but yea. it was a good swim day indeed. we were all exhausted and headed over to ameel's house, in which vicky entertained the little ones, n dylan, mich, and i cuddled n slept in the "fortress". *cough*

HOWEVERS. ameel n my child, lyndon, have an official business card now ! (: for their photography business ^^ woot. sounds like fun. can't wait to do our best friend shoot. andi and me (:

anyway, i think with the week of temple over, i can finally start to do some reviewing for school. seeing how im taking first aid tuesday night. other than that. i should get planning on our goroup events that we probably want to be happening before school gets busy again > <>

ANYWAY, today i went to temple, home then temple then home then picked up dinner n home. haha in the process of all it. i also am on a boys before flowers marathon, trying to finish it all tonight! n .. finished folding what's left of my stars. ..

anywhos,
...continues watching...

one of those slow days ...

2009-08-07T17:25:00.000-07:00

OH ! a note.. for PC users, i have no idea why it is showing as all CAPSLOCK for you guys. . . -__-

finally, burning flames ep 25 is up. so i was hoping to go get my glasses fixed today, but noo... din't happen haha.

anyway, it's another one of those slow days, yesternight the parents went out to timmy's, which i really wanted to go home -___-... but i din't drive so gar. i got chicken noodle soup, but still i had a bad tummy ache, and was exhausted. from what... i dunno o_o . from being lazy i suppose ><

man summer really makes me lose track of time, well since i'm not doing much. lol so bad.
this morning, the UPS man came, n i thought, WHOAH a package ... but nope it wasn't for me. =.= ... almost thought i ordered something n forgot, or that it was from pitato. but haha it was dad's remote thing for his kylintv or w/e.

so i watched 5 episodes of boys before flowers today before i was lazy to wait for internet to load properly, n gave up. it's good (: it's like season 1 n 2 combined. i guess the taiwan (meteor garden) one just stretchedd it out super long. which was entirely unneccesary.

EJ'S GETTING AN IPHONE. lucky bum. i wanna go shopping so bad. i wanna buy my macbook pro case (: MMMmm. EJ let's go wem !!! it was so fun last time. (:

even tho my special day is approaching, i don't feel it. lol mebe i'm dreading the fact of turning 2-, even tho ... it doesn't really matter, i mean it's not gonna feel any different. lmao.

but i shall be finishing my shopping at so-adorkable ! n heading to temple tonight again.
shiz... first aid on tuesday. or well CPR renewal. hahaa.

k well i wanted to keep this short n sweet. so g'bye.
...feeds self...

shop shop shop ~

2009-08-05T21:47:00.000-07:00

SO, start off a late day by heading to chinatown and having lunch. after a quick lunch, mom, dad & me make our way down to ikea on the search for my closet curtains. sadly they didn't have a lot of choices, but instead we got new pillows & 99cent pillow cases (: which mom insisted on stocking up on.

OH YEA, n i bought "booleaf", that's what i named my spiral bamboo (: (lazy to fix the pics together, so here's all i got)

after ikea, i, of course wanted to take the chance to shop around south edmonton commons a bit, since i've never really did before. so i thought i could use my espirit gift card, which apparently i can't at the outlet, but even so, grabbed a couple cheap tanktops for myself, and mom got 2 tshirts, and got bro 2 tshirts as well. we dropped by the nike factory, spring (they ran out of the shoe size i wanted), then over to aeropostale (din't have the white shortshorts i wanted... so i got a diff one instead), n then addidas store, town shoes, n lastly h&m, which wasn't having no sales.

it was a quick shopping day cuz mom was tired and we still had to come home for the temple emperor luong's ceremony at night. grabbed some dinner from t&t, and came home n ate it.

there was a bigger turnout tonight for the temple thing, fong was drumming, sideline was jien, then vicky , me , n john. went by pretty quick.

today was also the new start of our operation 365, check it out. but because it takes a lot of managing, n ppl backed out, which is a good/bad thing, there are only 3 of us, jien, ameel & myself. so hopefully this one holds up (:

anyhows, just wanted to do a quick touch in. i'm heading to bed soon cuz i have the lame upass interview tomorrow, i don't understand WHY we need the interview when we did the job last year -__-. i hate interviews.

but i will finishing burning flames ep 23, then head to bed.
i may/may not be going to seattle in late september with the parents, i wanna meet toony (: , but... its only for a weekend, n it's gonna be jampacked for time, i believe. so ... we'll see. oh well. one day, i'll get to meet toony, just .. gotta be more patient i guess.

...craving bbt...

yesternight family talk ~

2009-08-04T11:23:00.000-07:00

LOL, just a short blurb. so last night, was talking to my child last night ^^ n man, thanks for listening, child. haha it's like you could relate so well. haha our love problems are SO SIMILAR haha. with some "slight modifications" as he calls it lmao. but pretty much the same ~

let's hope that w/e happens next, it's for the better similar lol ~

perhaps, it's time to re-set priorities in life ... n place family, friends, fun n school as number 1 @ this time... (lol, fun n school... kinda ironic hahaha kiiiidding)

...dreaming for better days...

heritage days + awesome dinner fun talks (: g'times.

2009-08-03T21:54:00.000-07:00

omg. so another less sleep night. listening to chew's issues. haha. anyway HERITAGE VOLUNTEER TODAY... even tho i only volunteered for one day only this year, it was stil crazy busy on the last day and very fun (: . met some cool people... lol. n omg the lines were crazy this year tho.. i mean the system kinda changed with the food servers in the back, i mean we still made it work, but it was a lot more crowded and harder for the volunteers to move. and really, the customers couldn't really see the food ~

aside from that, after ... nobody showing up for shift change, but still having 10 volunteers on shift, andi, me, elaine, n her sis ditched. n went to have some fun of our own.
there was a lot of waiting at first.
N SADLY, no pictures .
i got to see a lot of ppl which was cool (:

but sadly, well not that sad, but instead of chilling with the bff, i chilled with yvonney ! n yar. met .. some of her friends. n ... stuff. lawl.

THEN, finally, after a whole day of looking for people, and people being losers, finally met up with jien, vicky thems.

hopped on the bus to calder, WHERE PPL KEPT BUDDING OUR LINE, n then the ANG parents n the 7 kids went out for dinner (mel, fong, vicky, yvonne, me, jien, peter) @ good buddy. where we had countless laughs talking about random stuff.. including ...
"election time, bum pimples, philipinos, temple, translation corrections, lazy people, my gullibleness, singers, n the list goes on..."

indeed, the dinner of good laughs. haven't had that in awhile. i'm glad i opted out in going to my cousins for this night, cuz it was relaxing and fun (: . apparently, my cousin asked my parents about whether i was dating ... n my long distance aunt from brunei called the other day. n of course both my parents blabbered. =____= ..... whatever, at this point, i don't care anymore.

ANYHOWS. finally, the night ends with going home, showering, and a kute episode of burning flames III. WITH ANDI RUINING IT ALL NIGHT, AS SHE WATCHED IT OVER THE FONE -__-.

anyhows. i'm tired, i think i'll turn in.
not even gonna bother bolding stuff.
i hope sylver can get a goodnights rest soon ~
one day ... the stars will shine ~
...sighs good n bad...

uber bored atm ~

2009-08-02T18:16:00.000-07:00

BORED ! nobody's on . my goodness.

does it actually take the process of knowing something's not there, before you realize that maybe that something wasn't as bad as you thought?

n sometimes, i think it's easier to adapt to things than you really thing. before you know it, you have already adapted and gotten use to having that special someone present in your life, whether, you have a gazillion complaints about them or not... i guess that's how arranged marriages tend to work out in the olden days.

hm. anyway, today was another full core temple day, TOMORROW, is heritage days (: the last day, but we're volunteering tomorrow. free food ~ haha so asian i am. i hope the SUN shines all day.

pitato owes me a picture of TOON SPENCER... geez. but i guess he's been busy.
anywhos. i shall be making dinner now -.-
...starves...

exhaustion ... good exhaustion

2009-08-01T19:54:00.000-07:00

indeed an exhausting day. have been feeling kinda bloated lately, but aside from that, probably haven't been getting enough sleep, as i quote vicky "your eyes are so black!" lol during swimming.

AND, i don't like being questioned and made to think first thing in the morning when i wake up. geez ...

anyway ~ so not getting a fully goodnight's sleep, well i still got like 5 hours or so, but it's just the fact that i sleep late that makes me feel restless -__- . i head off to temple by noon, and they start praying. MAN, it's hard to sit still in a chair for that long, then again, i have mostly 3 hour long classes at uni. lol

but still, i was tired and restless, so i just wanted to go home n sleep. by the end of the ceremony, none of us were paying attention, i was on my itouch, and vicky on her phone, jien on his iphone. which created the product below...

after leaving the temple, the parents said they were going to heritage days, but i opted out because it looked like it was going to rain... when i dropped vicky off, she insisted we go swimming, i figured, it would help me sleep.. so we headed off to the pool.

she was lazy to swim her lap, so we said, let's just go. (she's 12, so she's suppose to swim one lap to go deep end). she was quite angry when the lifeguard decided half an hour later (that we were in the deep end) to ask us our age... n made her swim her lap lol.

then we were trying to sit on the bottom of the deep end, and she went down too hard and scraped her knee on the tiles at the bottom... we got a bandaid n all ... but o_o the lifeguard didn't do a very good job of putting it on .. it kept falling off -.- ... n then .. why dont' they have WATERPROOF bandaids in a swimming pool ?! kind of ridiculous.

the lifeguard walked by again, and vicky was like "it's falling off..." she responded "it's the stickest bandaid we have..." n then proceeded to take down Vicky's name and number for paperwork o_o .

anyway, ate some takeout food. n ready to play some RO, but i think i will definitely pass out early tonight.
...poof...

talkie boxies

2009-07-31T16:20:00.000-07:00

SO ... i don't want to talk about yesternight, it was just not a good day yesterday. anyway. so because of my uber down mood, i skipped out on "the ugly truth" movie, though i still wanna see it sometime, i think... lol

meh. i tried my best to sleep in today, n i can say i did a decent job. falling asleeping at almost 5am is not my idea of good sleep ugh. but yea. i got no pictures that i know of to blog lately.
n BLOG does not sound like a dirty word, SOME ppl , i just don't get it o_o haha.

anyhows, so i woke up around noon, n found out my brother had already disappeared out of the house. but amelia called me n was all ready to ro. omg i forgot to ask her how her went, i had it in the back of my head, but din't get a chance to ask her, cuz we were killing midtermmi gao's & mystic cases and stupid cruisers. i like the christmas land.

anyway, can't wait till every last one of my blemishes go away (: hahaha. well it's been better now. i want the skin of tofu, or like baby haha ^^ .

ameel & i were saying how it's so funny that we plan our day around RO, lol. this is the plan, i shower & eat dinner while she does her wimba, n then i go over and play RO with her before temple, then she packs, then i go back and play more. MUAHAHAHA. o_o ... yea i dunno haha.

omg shyt. back to school is like a month, they're already putting out back to school stuff. i was suppose to have reviewed, and now o_o it's gonna be like back to school soon. i'm so dumb.

my tum tum hasn't been feeling too well lately. i feel sorta sick. anyway ...
...bye...

oh i realized, i titled this "talkie boxies" and i dint' even talk about them. anyway i can do the talky box skill now in RO, I LOVE IT . i wish i could do the graffitti one !

nature much ?

2009-07-30T15:50:00.000-07:00

hmm... was talking with sylver today about star gazing, n made me think of all the things i wanna do ~ like ...

- watch the sunrise from a hill top
- lay in a field and watch the puffy marshmallow clouds
- walk along a beach n have the water run along ur feet
- pick up seashells, and then jump into the cold water (:
- stay and watch the sunset (:
- then drive in a car & have the breeze flow thru your hair
- n lastly, watch the night stars, n see shooting stars n get to make a billion wishes or three. lol

mhm. oh and it will all be a BUGLESS day. maybe butterflies flying by, and fireflys lighting up the sky (:
...keeps on dreaming...

oh so not heartful day ~

2009-07-29T21:02:00.000-07:00

what do i really want? am i going to just let the words "i dunno" stalk me the rest of my life ? hm. it wasn't that great of a day today. woke up feeling not so great, n just .. kinda off > bii". i feel it's okay to still call him that. even tho ... i kinda put him & i "on hold" until he comes back.

i can't exactly put my finger on it, (the being sick doesn't really help me think clearly either), but just now ... playing piano, i like it when u get to feel your emotions through the song, n just throw it all into the playing. even if u're playing a very easy song, you can just put all your feelings and thoughts into it, n like ... everything around you will just disappear for that very moment. just be like .. *slurped* into the world of music ... & perhaps, peace.

am i just expecting too much out of my conversations? how can i confide in u, if a normal friend can understand me & know what to say in response to me, yet u try to say sweet things at clearly, inappropriate times. well rather not inappropriate, but just ... it's not really a right response, nor does it really make sense ? yea sure, it's sweet, but u're just taking the meaning out of all our special code words. n it's starting to mean nothing.

other times, i can say somehting, n try n tell u the problem, but do u really understand? cuz ur response seems way off, like not a valid solution if we're talking about a problem. n if u really don't understand me, that's okay, try asking ?

n i really wanna know how you feel. honestly. might be hard for u to tell me, but make me believe it, cuz i don't know what to think of it all anymore. i'm lost.
half of me didn't wanna put us "on hold". but perhaps, this way, at least we can try & enjoy the rest of our summer.

after our talk, when i was playing piano, i felt ... pain, like why did i do it? was it the right thing? it hurted n hurts. but ... i wanna CRY "we'll see" i guess.
hm. that was sorta a blurb from deep down, mainly for him. but always easier to just put ur thoughts out in front of u.

i just want apples, deep down, it might be all i want. (; sweet & delicious right? heh. maybe apples are suppose to be my favorite fruit (:
yep, indeed.
...let's the music drown me out...

oh, i'm just a girl ~

2009-07-28T19:52:00.000-07:00

was just listening to "oh, i'm just a girl" indeed. i'm just a girl ... don't make me think so much > < dragonfruit, n i don't really like them that much. it's kinda flavourless. man i'm really bloated.

anyhows, this is random but, i guess it's a way to show u my glasses which pretty much are like my old ones but red and a bit thicker on the sides. but i like them more ( :

anyways. i say "anyways" a lot. but yea, RO ! hahaha. is what i was up to this morning, i trained my other character cuz i was bored. then amelia finally called, and said she'd play (: exciting hehe. she finally bcame a wizard hehe. oh there was a mini wizard today. miniman ! other than RO & making ro friends hahaha, my life is still moving, slowly.

my SPC card came in the mail today, and I WANNA GO SHOPPING haha. (: teehee. they gave me two espirit gift cards instead of one ! (: so great. haha I LOVE MAIL ^^

i dled all the taylor swift songs (: i like them. they're so kute and peaceful ~ i needa go pee. but anyway, feels like i had something to blog, but it went away.

but just now my bro came into my room randomly and:
bro: "hey the weather said it might snow tomorrow!"
me: "O_O ?! what ?!?!?! i wanna seeee , let me check !" *opens internet browser*
bro: "BAHAHAHAHA XD OMG you're sucha retard" me: . . . *sweatdrop glare*

of course i laugh it off, cuz everyone already knows i'm gullible, and in my world, i dont mind being gullible.

lol hmm.. (: this is random but. gotta love my winnie the pooh pen. i hope it never runs out of ink hahaha LOBS apple

it feels like there's so much on my mind, yet at the same time, if i try to figure out what it is, it's like blank . . . oh blah i'm in no mood to blog. nothing happened lately anyway. but i still wish RO ppl could lay down. haha. xD
hopefully, i'll fall asleep before 3am tonight > <
...hopes ameel can play RO sometime soon...

a WORDY weekend recap

2009-07-27T16:45:00.001-07:00

wow. haven't blogged since capital ex (kdays) .. anywhos. after kdays, i spent pretty much all of friday night at temple, practicing the drumming thing. i was the only drummer that night, but somehow i din't mind, probably because of the AC !!! cuz that night, man was it that night? or w/e . it was BURNING in my room one night, n i couldn't sleep > <

anywhos. on saturday, i went swimming with ameel, her cousins, dylan and michy. it was awesome (: . little one's eyes got very red (poor dylan) but man he's super tall and can stand in the deep end and still have his hand out of the water -___- . maybe king leo can do that too .. hmm *wonders* teehee.

tong tong was more braver, and enjoying the water in no time. didn't even need u to hold her lmao. but carly was a lil more scared. mun mun was the afraidest .. she needed her mommy, but in time, got to do a lil splashing of her own. teehee. but then their mom was asked to leave cuz she wasn't wearing proper swimwear, and she was like, but those other ppl have like tshirts n shorts.. blah but yea the lifeguard told her to go. sadly. so the kids left, and michy, dylan, me ameel enjoyed the rest of our swim still.

after i drove dylan/michy home to michy's. ameel attended my family bbq with me, where we stuffed our faces. the cheesecake was delicious !!! i want the recipe =( and the springrolls were good too. mmm foood. i saw my vancouver cousins one last time.

sunday, i headed to temple at like ... 1ish, slept in. lol. so that jimmy could help me get RO onto my mac. well in the end, i ended up installing windows as dual boot. n that took all day. he came over n did it, and we went out for vietnamese food. again. which i was a lil sick of. but nonetheless. that meant no dishes.

moving on. i had a restless night, it wasn't hot, but i just couldn't fall asleep. oh i played RO with ameel till like 1230am last night, it was so fun. then i tried to sleep. n was tired but awake till 3am. oh i played my second character for fun alone. both archers. well one's a hunter now (; their names are pwincess vv, and strawberli3 lol. anyway. yea i miss RO back in "those" days, man when confuzzled and everyone else played. that was fun.

so i slept from 3 till 730am, in which i woke up o_o automatically n jus coudn't fall back asleep. then had a bad tummy ache. n finally went back to sleep at 830am. i think i turned off my alarm around 10.. cuz it didnt ring again. n slept all the way till amelia called which was 12pm. n she was like "YOU'RE STILL ASLEEP" haha she was excited to play. i was like > <>

haha then we RO-ed till 330 lmao. where i had to quickly get my act together and mop the floors so i woudln't get in trouble lol. i will save my RO stories from you guys to prevent any boredom.

anyway, my day changed quickly when my mom came home... n started to say how i'm lazy etc again. n my mood did a 360 .. i had to sit myself down and like .. count to 10 .. holding pooh bear. wanted to hear "apples". but yea. i guess i managed to get over it. i wanted to blog at that time so bad. but now.. i forgot it. well i guess it's better to forget fast, so i don't have to dwell on sad things.

anywhos, i had a sad dream about leroy =( there was ANOTHER girl ! n the girl's mom didn't want me and leroy to be together o_o. talk about weird. i don't remember it now .. but i know when i woke up, it was a sad dream ...

anyhows, temple again later, cuz darren needs to practice the drum thing, since i won't be here on the day he's playing. HERITAGE. no piano today or next week. > <

anyway, i want someone to get married soon, hhaha cuz like there were ppl's bridal shower pics on fb and they looked so fun lmao. and and .. i haven't been to a wedding in a super long time.
other than all this, i think i'll change my blog look again soon (: just for fun. hehe. any suggestions for themes ?
...eyes are dying & itching to play RO...

capital ex recap

2009-07-24T16:36:00.000-07:00

(btw, click pictures for BIGGER view, i didn't resize this time)
OMG! i'm sitting in my room, and i'm sweating;; lol that's kinda gross but anyhow.

today, i did nothing. my brother came into my room around 1pm and said "you're still asleep?!" lol. cuz usually i'm up before him. hahaha. but i was exhausted, and felt like i was half asleep all night, with my crazy adventure dreams. i think i had a little too much capital ex last night.

my dream had lions, with ej, andi, and myself searching for them. and we had to swim through a swamp (i think was suppose to relate to the niagara falls), anyway when we got to the white lion (after climbing in and out of buildings), it was a FAKE ! lol -___- . all our wasted effort. good thing it was only a dream.
anyhows... to recap...

wednesday night - MJ night
it was a great gathering, good times, it's been awhile. apparently i was winning a lot (; but it was all just friendly play lol. but it still felt nice to be winning. there was some ps3 going on when damien came, and some UFC, but not a lot.
then just chilled with jien while he shopped for his iphone screen cover thing. n watched videos of reviews of the product. to find out in the end, shipping was expensive ! so mel's gonna run his errand to the store and pick it up.

jae jae was growling n stuff, i think he wanted to get back onto the bed where i was sitting. so after jien put him back on the bed, he was fine and snoozed away (; kute.
to conclude, i was scoping out jien's dvd/book stash which consisted of heroes, the hills, twilight books, and a boys over flower dvd ! which he recommended, so i borrowed it.

thursday morning... woke up, did the usual - ate while watching burning flames episode. then proceeded to watch boys over flowers final dvd. T_T it was so touching. it was so good. i loved it

"sharing all the bad stuff make it only half as bad, but sharing the good stuff makes it twice as good." - said Tsukushi

i think i should rewatch it again ! anyway that ended my morning & before i knew it, i was hurrying off to capital ex ! exciting !!!

it was slow on the way there, we parked at rexall, and headed inside to check out the exhibits first, since it was scorching outside. the first exhibit was the aboriginal one / the butterfly spirit thing. andi & I were tempted, yet scared at the same time... bug-uphobia. lol

ANYWAY, we sucked it up and decided to check it out. so paying our $3, we followed the bunch of kiddies inside. walking around a bit, we finally caught some butterflies. it's a tingling sensation, but they sit pretty still. there were kids with butterflies all over their body. but here are some of the ones we caught. some were blue! but their wings were closed when we had them x(

then i saw this lady ... n just had to get a picture of her baby & butterfly lol !!!

all in all it was a good experience, and I WOULD DEFINITELY GO AGAIN ! though, it was kinda sad when you saw some butterflies trampled on the ground =(

next off, we headed into the global market connections one? or well the one where they sold infomercial products & food. i was hungry but din't get anything yet. anyway there were earrings 4 for $10, so we split, i got 2 pairs. teehee mickey mousey (:

quickly finishing our rounds there, we headed to the international exhibit, which this year they had the egypt and king tut stuff. so here are some of the statues that were not in the boxes. totally reminds me of the indiana jones movie.

deciding that we'd skip out on the shanghai circus thing, since we seen it already (but i wanted a picture with them - oh wells). we headed on outside into the sun.

EJ: it's not that hot anymore...
Viv: yea... looks around... or maybe cuz we're in the shade... *walks out a bit more*
EJ: yea LOl, we were in the shade. it's hot now. HAHAHA

anyway, i was starving, so i suggested we split some texas taters, cuz they were good, i insisted that they had to try some. so we got a regular and stuffed ourselves. (: we walked the grounds heading towards ED Fest, along the way, we tried the bottle game... it's hard... =( lol . i wanted a hello kitty. but i was kinda lazy for the games. we watched some ppl play though.
anyway, we were at the end of the road by ED Fest, and beer gardens was packed. Our Lady Peace was playing that day. oh on our walk, we passed by the amazing sand sculptures.

growing hungry again, i got a corn dog, and andi got a pizza. EJ wasn't hungry yet. anyway... after sitting down, resting, eating our food... we decided to go to the kids zone so EJ could see the lions. i wanted to see them too. we trekked over there, and then were disappointed to find out that ... the show was over and the lions were all caged up so u couldn't really see. EJ really wanted to see the white lion. it was cool, u could KINDA see it.. not really =( . too bads.

then we bumped into emily there !!! she was here for Our Lady Peace, i miss her !!! anyway, after she left, i was like DARN why din't i take a pic with her -__-. see her like once in a blue moon.

oh well. after watching the lions, we had like 2 hours or more to waste before fireworks started, so we decided to go on some rides ! EJ and I went on the swing tower, it was a very short ride -__- too bad. it was nice up high.

nobody wanted to go on mega drop with me, cuz they were both scared of heights. but i convinced andi (who was wearing a white dress) to go on niagara falls with me. we had to wait a long time because it broke down for awhile, cuz stupid ppl were splashing too much water with their hands. but all good. we got to go on it (; it was awesome. tho i wish i got wetter lol.

EJ & Andi have the pictures for the rides... cuz i was on both of them .. all the lining up and waiting, took up all our time, and eventually we got on the ferris wheel. let me tell you ANDI is very scared of heights. so yea ... she was clinging onto us for dear life.
n we were riding with two other boys, and they were like "what if we shook it?"
andi: PLEASE DON'T > <

teehee. awh poor andi, but hey SHE SURVIVED (; glad to have shared a first time experience with her, even if she thought it was the worst idea ever. lol

i loved the view up there. finally, the end of the night, we made our way to the horse racing track place and staked out a spot to watch the fireworks. i have no photography skills, and my camera was low batt, so it was being very slow. here are my squiggly fireworks > <

we wanted to go dream tea after fireworks, thinking it closes at 1am, but we had to buy my brother mini donuts first. so we squished into the line and got our donuts. that EJ liked !
EJ: i trust you on food now vivian. texas taters & mini donuts! mmm

anyway, after we left capital ex and was at dream tea by 1220, only to see that it was closed =( sadly. anyway, now we know what time it opens/closes. lol so i guess we'll just have to go next time. darn.

i was darn drained when i got home, hence no posting till today. and hence this was my day today, editing pictures & posting.

i have to go temple later. so before i get in trouble for being lazy at home... which my mom already was calling me already. GTG !
...ttyl all...

really exciting !

2009-07-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

i just really felt the need to post something, even tho i'm exhausted from my half day at kdays or .. i guess it's called cap ex now. anyway this is just a half-assed post saying that i will be posting about my day today tomororw. or well it's today i guess but later today. lmao when i wake up from my sleep. if all this makes sense.

i just want to say, i had such an awesome day even tho it was just the 3 of us (andi, ej & i) but it was SO fun ! yea there were some slow moments, where we were all drained and tired, but all in all (: bsides the fact that dream tea was closed when we got down there. lol it was all good.

i'm drained now. so i must go die. i am sad i spent a lot of money. n UGH why is toon spencer still processing?! he should be sent already ... *worried*
...dreaming...

toon spencer ~

2009-07-22T14:35:00.000-07:00

oh. a few pictures from hanging out at amelia's house the other night.

aside from that. here are my cousins from vancouver. they'll be here till prolli end of next weekish? not sure. but I REMEMBER WHO OLIVIA (the girl) REMINDS ME OF NOW ! she reminds me of emily lol. a teensy bit haha.
so ... david saw a pink house right ... here's the picture he took of it for me (: sucha princessy ish house. and i quote "it looks like a cake" lol. but it reminds me of lego.
so last night, i was all excited about toon spencer, cuz this is the first time i saw him. n it's so adorable. so .. i spent 52$ total .. but it wasn't too heartbreaking, i was glad to know he'd be in good hands (: maybe toon spencer can come up to edmonton for a vacation (: i wish i got to see it before it fell into tato's hands ... or perhaps to his feet -___- . *cough* (inside thing).
anyway i emailed wong fu, to make sure the address was gonna go to washington instead of to andi's (the billing, she paid for me first) lol. and ted replied velli fast ! (: and said "i'll make sure it gets to your friend in washington!" hehe i'm reassured. teehee. so exciting !!!

tonight is MJ night (: more about it ... after it takes place lol.
i wanna say a sorry to my blog followers for lying and saying i was gonna blog last night again after i showered. haha and i didn't lmao. got side-tracked. i had a goood long sleep last night, well i kept waking up, but i kept going back to sleep.
n had a nice morning chat with king leo today (: the most i talked to him. or so it seems hehehe. we think alike ! so we discovered haha. well, we are from the same empire afterall (:

dinner's almost done, and we'll be off !
i just wanna say sorry to the bf. i'm very, very sorry that i didn't really feel like skyping lately. i don't know what's wrong either. just ... not wanting to. but i did end up skyping for awhile just now i guess. till ur phone died. -.- ... oh wells. hope u have a good nights sleep.
...clueless & excited...

a VERY slow day ...

2009-07-21T15:22:00.000-07:00

or so it seems. man maybe i'm just drained tired, but it seemed like a SUPER slow and boring day too, plus it's hot, so that could be why. though, i did go and got my eye exam done. & picked out new frames, though they are very similar to my old one, but cindi & andi said it suited me. so meh. tho i thought it was a bit pricey for "normal" looking frames. daymn i wish i had a better face lmao so i can wear better frames haha. doesn't help to have eyes like ._. this either. haha.

yea i skipped over blogging for the past 2 days or what not. i was just WAY too lazy. actually i wanted to get some pictures up, but i was lazy LOL. anywho, jimmy said you can put cbox on wordpress if you're admin ... but i'm too lazy to figure it all out now.

i went to capital ex last night, with jimmy & my parents. the cousins din't wanna go so brother din't either. kinda boring with them, just walked around. the rides seemed fun, but yea. the texas taters are good. i want more. n we had some elephant ear.
oh the hypnoses show, we caught a bit of it when we got there. and HAHA, this guy was suppose to be a kangaroo & so ... he was stuffing food down his pants for his "baby kangaroo" that was funny.

the shanghai circus thingy wasn't as good this year as 2 years ago. but still, they had nice costumes and it was cool to watch. i din't get a chance to head to the international exhibition yet. and i still opted out for the butterfly exhibit. anyway hopefully it'll be a lot more fun with EJ, andi and maybe damien if he comes on thursday. haha i wanna go on the mega drop, but nobody wants to go with me. =( cuz EJ and andi both have heights issues. lol =( leroy should come, but nyuuu ~ just has to be all the way on the other side of the world. good going =P

anywhos, i just hung out with the cousins on sunday, that was it. man it's been slow ... i hope things pick up ...

i finished sweetness in salt ! pretty okay. and burning flames 3 is getting good. or maybe i just like the TVB actors. yea i kinda died out of my taiwan show phase, mebe i should pick something up again. haha > < viet suggested i go draw clouds. so maybe i will. NOT. lol i wanna live in a cloud. n i still wanna watch transformers 2.

i think i'm gonna write a reflective blog entry later, after my shower. i am waiting for david to email me the pink house picture (: . exciting. i wanted pink frames. but it din't... look that great? too bads.

MJ night tomorrow (: sweetness.
thursdy = cap ex.
friday = temple i think.
saturday = nada ... maybe swimming.
sunday = nada for now.

omg ppl call me > <>
...hits the showers...

dancing children ... on a stormy night

2009-07-18T23:28:00.000-07:00

SO, spent a lovely morning at temple's bbq, (i was only there for the food) oh n my cousins from vancouver came (; chris and olive-head. lol well OLIVIA. haha SHE HAD SO MUCH TO TELL ME. she just ... started rambling on and on about her school stories when i showed up. hhaha

the guys played some bball. IT WAS SO HOT AND SUNNY THIS MORNING.
then, SUDDENLY, oh wait not yet.. so my brother & i didnt' have dinner tonight, cuz the parents were going to a wedding. (the invitation was SO pretty)
so i ended up picking up damien, EJ, ameel, and my bro n we went for some pho. it was huge > < the only onions i eat. (i have a picture but i'm lazy to post.) anyhow, then we piled back into amelia's house ... it started to storm when we got out. n made it back to her house, had to run in through the rain > <;; . the kids were home at the same time, (: good timing. teehee. so i babysat, while ameel studied, and the other 3 played some starcraft. in the midst of it all, the kids started to dance... they danced a lil better before this video. but this was the best i got ... >>> kids dancing video <<<> andi's power is out, so i'm on the phone with her. well i was. n i'm tired now. so i think i'll just turn in early. maybe play some cooking mama in bed or something (:

oh yea. so the CN tower downtown, is dying >>> CN tower picture <<>toodles...

phones ~

2009-07-17T22:30:00.000-07:00

SO ! i didn't blog last night cuz was too tired. i don't know if i missed 2 days or one. i kinda lost track.... but ! on thursday it was mom's day off, she had some appointments to attend. SO, i accompanied her to the Hys centre, for her appointment, and well this lady came in, and was all like "i din't have time to do the tests and stuff before my appointment" n the nurse was explaining it was necessary and that they have informed her. and well then she flipped on them. and yea it was a big argument and just left. and the nurses were like o_o ... but the other nurse said she was always like that. yea. (that was the so called interesting that i mentioned .. king leo).

anyway, other than that, it was just a day of a lot of waiting for my mom while she went to her doctors and got her blood test. but then we went to have lunch in chinatown ... n when we got out of the car, there was this dude approaching us, n mom got scared so she's like "run!" . so we jogged to the restaurant. then she told the waitress to look, cuz she was scared. but we enjoyed a 5.25$ plate of kuey teow (; mmm between the two of us. i was stuffed !
the guy was gone when we finished eating (:

anyway, then ... we went to look at uhm.. bell phones, cuz we needed to pick our phones. we went to an independent dealer apparently we din't know that. cuz we got really excited to find this mp3 phone my mom liked but it was the last one. so we got him to reserve everything. but when my dad got off work, n went, the guy was like, can't do it. so we had to go the coporate store. anyway, they were a lot nicer than that asian dude. n so we picked out our phones.
originally me and mom had the sayno katana LX originally: except hers was blue/black. they were all out of PINK =( so i took brown.

but then today, we went back and exchanged for my dad's phone. so now there are 3 gold LG wines in the house. I WISH BELL HAD PINK. I SWEAR pink !!!! anyway. they don't. so ... here u have it, i have this phone now. i also wish LG wine had the keychain hang thing, and that pink font there is ugly o_o

anyhow, today i watched harry potter 6! (: i liked it. i thought the ending could've been better. it was ... slow and funny ^^ . it was kute. lol not a lot of voldermort... more just ... about the 3 potheads. anyway (; overall... pretty well done. i'm just amaze that 7 books/7movies. can't wait for the 7th one ! can't believe it'll be all over. sigh*

then just came home from practicing drumming at temple. i think i can finally take some time to relax now. (: n apparently, my tshirt was very low today.. but not like i got anything to see anyway 0.o teehee

another bbq tomorrow ... lazy to go -___- . . .
...apathetic...

chilling with my lover <333

2009-07-15T22:01:00.001-07:00

hahaa currently watching andi try on jeans, and it was funny just now, stuffing herself into her sister's jeans which was a little teensy bit too tight for her fitting. BUT she still managed to button it lmao.

anyway, just sitting on her bed and decided i shall have a picture of the JJ Lin mega karoake dvd & her LG Ice Cream cellphone (which i really like !!! my favorite pink =( .. i want one) & for those of you who think JJ Lin is gay (*ahem* brunei-ians), he's not ! =P
&& ELAINE !! we can have a JJ LIN singing party now! and wang lee ohm ! ... though i only know his heartbeat song.

JJ Lin & LG Ice Cream

anyway, EJ, andi bought your bra ! red okay?! haha bright bright red !
oh and andi has sexy, seductive, or rather i guess more flirty professional photography. please call xxx-xxxx to see them ;)
(andi can't read upside down)

some bra's from andi

and her brother is a GEEK (: if he ever reads this.
so i had some yummy watermelon @ her house (thanks chen family) & now i shall be going home before my mom calls me...

...drives away...

another slow morning...

2009-07-15T11:53:00.000-07:00

hmm.. something's wrong with my facebook, it's not loading properly. anywhos, i just wanted to say how my morning is very slow this morning. lol. i did my daily: wake up-computer-washup-brunch-burning flames 3. routine.. now i have nothing to do.

well i'm going to andi's later but that's at like 3pm or something (: . exciting hehehe. maybe i should get started on reading those library books > <>i wanna make more blogs !!! (: they're so kute. it makes me so happy. ANYONE WANT ONE ?! haha

ooOOoo or maybe i should learn to use dreamweaver and make one from scratch o_o. oh man but i'm too lazy to learn so much, haha reading html is like headache to me lmao.

hmm... we're going to pick out our crappy new cell phones tomorrow from bell. but hey ... as long as i have a good plan, what matters the phone good or not. got my itouch and macbook pro. i'm all good. for nows. man i'll blog more later. got nothing ...

...jingle bells...

a restless, someone-productive day ...

2009-07-14T19:00:00.000-07:00

Woot ! Andi's almost home ... or she probably is home right now. i shall be calling her after this blog. i'm gonna recruit her to blogging also.

So today, i spent the morning finding and editing a blog for EJ, the domo-kun one, but then it was a little too kute for her style.. (i was expecting that) ... so when she got home i bombarded her with diff layouts, and found one that kinda stuck. a few actually. (: i am very proud of my work (: ... it's tough but i did it ! hahaha.

when my mother came home, i was not too happy. she made me cut some slimey mangoes. then... i think she was just having one of those ranting days or something, but it kinda was hurting my self-esteem. though, i blame myself, i'm not a very good daughter > < ... a very lazy one indeed. i wish to not say more, because she has nagged me all day, and everything she says is true, so what more can i say... sorry mother...

on the other note, my dad is currently chatting up a bell mobility representative, negotiating the cheapest family plan possible. i'm envious that i don't cool phones, but hey, i get a pretty good plan, and my dad pays for it o_o what more could i ask for. i'll just like ... stick some stickers on my phone or something. HAHA.

hm. then i applied for indigo's job online. they had a super long questionnaire.

anyhows, today was a normal day. please check out my work of EJ's blog! & i think i should get cleaning again, my desk seems to always gather garbage. what do you think ?

messy or not ?

...happy 4 months bii <>

back to the first home...

2009-07-13T22:01:00.000-07:00

Okay, so i have finally made it back to my new-old home. I did consider moving my old wordpress posts here but it was taking too long, plus the pictures & captions things wasn't working out that well for me. (i miss wordpress captions for pictures) ...

it's kinda lonely here at the old home, i hope SOME loveables will drop by and test out the new CBOX (: and keep up to date with me as i trek my long journey thru my new blog!

for those that want to catch up with my old posts on wordpress, that has beautiful pictures (: >> strawberli3 @ wordpress

enough of the moving stuff, on a happier note ...
i practiced piano all day long today but i am very dissatisfied with my performance at my lesson, i seem to not be able to play so well T_T. so very sad. nonetheless it was a good lesson, since i haven't gone in two weeks. i was glad to be back.

ANDI IS BACK TOMORROW !!! i'm gonna call her as soon as she gets back, i'm so excited. time to party again (:

my day was pretty boring... but i'm suppose to write something along the lines that "goh is cool" (so lame... i know. jk i <3> ) so here goes. this is all for edmund goh !

to my wonderful goh...
I've always wanted a brother.
They always seemed so great.

Order him there.
& he loves you here.

Drive me there, pick me up here.
Buy me gifts there, buy me food here.
Babysit me there, extend my curfew here.
Lie to mom for me there, lie to dad for me here.

"Mommy, i want a Goh."
and a Goh i got.
though he doesn't do all that for me, but...
i know he'll be there,
when i need ...
- to rant about my lovers
- to talk about my day
- to annoy someone for the heck of it
- to throw a temper tantrum
- to beat up the loser
- to relieve my boredom
- to share my secrets with

...on top of the million possibilities, most of all,
- to share my memories, laughter, and tears with family
...but for now, all that matters is ...
I have a Goh. & Goh is cool.

i'm currently eating papaya. & ready for a goodnight sleep. (:
...awaiting another new day...

New Location

2009-07-07T16:28:00.000-07:00

I just want to note, that amelia moved me from this blog, to livejournal and now her new obsession is wordpress. so i'm hoping wordpress sticks for awhile. though i kinda wish she stuck to blogspot here. anyhows. i just wanted to say i'm over at my other account @ wordpress - strawberli3 .

in other news, i like this layout better, and summer is rotting me > <>

...toodles...see you over there ...

completely confused

2009-06-03T23:04:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to think anymore, about anything or anyone ...

school, jobs, nursing, life... yea

but in particular... the one... if they say "dunno" to whether they like you, should you trust what you hear from others, or well i guess the answer is obvious is to only trust them. but when even they don't provide comfort enough to last a day anymore? should you hold onto something that might be there? or continue on?

leaving this flustered and completely confused ... "dunno" says it all.

back again .. perhaps

2009-01-16T18:23:00.000-08:00

just food for thought... it is very easy to come off not the way u want to a lot of times. which then leads to misunderstandings and so on . n other times, perhaps it was ur fault... but apparently, an apology doesn't go that far ... not as far as u'd imagine it goes.

why can't i let go of this?
who knows.

n then. it's also sad to see, a close group of friends, split like such. oh how i wished that things will be normal again.

today, i woke up to a very sunny day. and that was exactly how i felt, a very good mood all day i was in.
i was so full of energy, and the weather was so warm, i decided to go for a nice walk instead of taking two busses; so i'd be taking one.
as i walk through the lake, the sight was beautiful, everything was covered in a white blanket of snow. n then hehe i grabbed a handful of snow. n it all stuck to my glove which made me even happier cuz i was like THIS IS THE PERFECT SNOW FOR SNOWMAN BUILDING. so i did. i stopped, looked around, n no one was around. so i found a lil ledge. and started making a mini snowman. i made the bottom one. n put it on the ledge. then as i went to put the second one on top, the bottom one split into two. =( very sad. haha but it's all good. i was quite the happy child.

further more, i saw a bunch of daycare kiddies load onto the bus. n that made me think ... taht's what i wanna do. i wanan take care of lil kiddies... sigh* still indecisive about my career. the lil girl beside me told her caretaker "i wanna be a busdriver when i grow up" and i thought that was the kutest little thing ever.

another conversation i heard on the bus, was a child and his mother. She said that if the child did not go to the dentist and get his teeth cleaned today, she would go celebrate her birthday without her. and the child asks "who will play with olivia then?"
mom: "i will."

lol. other than those few little things that stood out... class was boring as ever. . . OOPS gotta run . seeya

droplet number 4

2008-02-01T22:29:00.000-08:00

let's change this, i mean yea. so it's been the longest while, not that i'm a real blogger anyway, sometimes i just wanna jot stuff down. and mebe someone will find this one day. plus i'm super bored at the moment.
okay so .. thing is ... ther'es nothing. too much has been happening. way way too much. in all aspects of life.

so all i wanna say is .. i wish i lived in a fairytale . and i will keep dreaming for that happily ever after (:
and "i wish you every happiness!" ahha yea.. tht's what happens when you watch Enchanted 8 times >< and counting. hahaha

just a general update...

2007-06-25T17:51:00.000-07:00

droplet 3
wow, has it been awhile. Tomorrow is the last diploma i will ever have to write, hopefully. yes the english one, the one i dread most and it is the multiple choice reading one. I HOPE I DO WELL ... i mean it has always been my weakest point, but if i don't pass this course, i can't get into university so i really need to pass this exam tomorrow. we even planned for a whole day of fun after our exam in the morning so i hope i get lots of sleep tonight and hope for a good day tomorrow.

i feel like my summer is going to a total waste, i mean yea there was a bbq a few days ago i gotta admit it was nice to get out. but yet again i'm in my "so out of it stage" i feel like i'm sucha outsider to my friends because they're all in this club and i'm not. i only have myself to blame, i mean why did i quit in the first place? sigh* i have no idea what i want to do with my summer...i just hope i find something soon, so my parents won't nag me about going to work. i wish a job would just find me... and a good one too instead of me having to go find it >< lol . sounds like it's too good to be true =c

today, we ran out of rice yet again, we finished the last of it. and my mom yells at me for not having told my dad earlyier so he can go buy more rice. okay so i forgot, my bad i'm sorry... and well she didn't let it end at that. i come down for dinner and she yells at me, "why din't you tell me when u were making it? i could've added the other kind of rice!" (honestly i dont' like the other kind of rice but yea...that's not the point here) well so when she was all like "i hope there's enough."
i said "who cares." and she heard me and well i wasn't giving her that much attitude..
then she says "NOT WHO CARES! and what do u do at home all day? nothing. you just sit around blah blah"
i sat there and just tried to ignore it all and keep my calm. i mean what else could i do? if i talked back she'll just give me another talk about how back when she was 14 she never ever talked back to her mom ever, even if she was right. I wanted to scream I'M NOT YOU ! but i kept it inside... i have no right to be mad to be angry... i am of chinese culture and respecting parents is the most important thing in our culture.
i'm just, i really can't stand it though. i feel so hypocritical or "mao tun" i dont' know what to do. i know that i can't hate her because she's my mom and took care of me for so many years. she's given me so much... yet i say i hate her all the time. but deep down i love her. i don't know what to do =c . the world is just too confusing of a place for me.
so i just sit there quietly...i wish i could just go through my life being someone who doesn't talk... now for being someone who talks a lot, that's saying a lot. in front of my parents, i just lose myself altogether.

i really hope i can pull myself together soon. and find that purpose in life... i'm so lost >< style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255); font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">sorry" and i totally understand. i know i'm wrong and i can be a better daughter but when you want to mend things , at least do the right thing. you're my mom doesn't mean you don't need to say "sorry".
It's amazing what one little word like "sorry" can do.
it's like a big knot in my heart, i feel like majority of the time, my mom doesn't know what i feel and think deep down inside. i feel like i'm constantly wearing a mask...maybe because i don't know how to express myself in words yet...

WELL ...with all that said...back to studying ><

dreading study time

2007-06-07T14:41:00.000-07:00

droplet number 2
hah! already i am slacking off in this blog and not writing. but man oh man yesterday i totally slacked off gaming instead of studying. i guess today i'll have to study hard but it's so hard with a little someone distracting me.
other then that, the other day, i got locked out of my house again when i came home early from school except this time i had my key, but the lock broke. What a bummer! well then i went to my friend's house after an hour of rain and sun. fun fun fun ><
today will be a day dedicated to some hard core studying and so will tomorrow and other days. finally just got some university stuff out of the way, it is so confusing, yet i'm somewhat excited and worried at the same time. SUCH A BIG SCHOOL and wow so many people ! eeks paranoia. lol
last but not least, INSECTS ARE EVERYWHERE .. talk about grossness. well i'm more freaked out by them than they are by me lol. let's end here today =P more thoughtful stuff tomorrow

graduation 2007 weekend

2007-06-04T14:53:00.000-07:00

boy oh boy what a fun-filled weekend =) May 30th 2007 was our commencement class of 2007 has finally crossed the stage. our theme was something about masks, i've got to agree with mr. keating who came to make a speech about masks; everyone is wearing a mask everyday and we choose whether we want to show what's behind the mask or not. i believe that is very true. enough said about that..
JUNE 1st 2007 ! GRADUATION BANQUET CELEBRATION AT SHAW. the overall dinner part was quite boring i got to admit. but it passed by pretty quickly, the funnest part was still taking pictures with all our friends, though i do wish that i got more pictures with the other school.
grad afterparty at my place: well the turnout wasn't that great but it was just suppose to be a small gathering anyway and it was getting late. had some cooler, half of the people watched pan's labrynth and the other half played games. surprisingly, they still till 2am ><>ndarin farewell and boy what a show. he took place in a cross-dressing fashion show which was quite amazing and amusing i've got to say. two other great performances was the backstreet boy performance and the chinese hiphop. not bad not bad
after the entertaining shows, there was a full day of game and homework at venny's. boy was it funn!! DS ALL THE WAY !
then it was time to catch up on some sleep and finally today: june 4th 2007 everyone was back at school and you could tell that every single person was very tired and out of it. even the teachers were working extra hard to keep the students focussed and on task.
now that the graduation parties are out of the way, the last two weeks coming up are dedicated to CRAMMING FOR EXAMING !!! so good luck to everyone out there that have exams and for those who are already done, hopefully you have started to enjoy your holidays.
one more thing to add to the to do list is to find a summer job ! sigh* the dreadful part is the finding part as usual... GOOD LUCK TO ALL !